in a fit of boredom... ::

i think i need a haircut. which is good, cos my client cancelled my viewing today. *yay* haha.. not that i didn't want to work, but i think there's really no point showing the house if the client is not even interested.

anyway, i felt quite bored, wandering around in orchard by myself and guess who i saw?! i saw the radiant skin girl!!!! one of my favourite bp seniors!! hur hur.. so happy to see her. hahha, was quite excited, but anyway, her bf was so quiet. when i met her, he wasn't there yet. then after talking for a while, she was like, "oh, my bf is here already." and im like "erm, okay where?" she turned around and goodness.. her bf has been standing behind her for like the last few minutes of conversation. i felt quite bad, hahaha.. for letting her bf stand there for so long. anyway, she introduced her bf to me as "the boyfriend" and scoot off.

hahha.. i think i would only learn of his name when they get married. you know when they have this chin cheong styrofoam design board with their names on it. hahaha.. next time my conversation with her would be, "how're you and your husband now?" i dunno why, but felt a little impersonable. weird.

anyway, i decided that i needed a haircut. so i went to dhoby ghaut and attempted to gind the girl who erased my parting and gave me fringe instead. much to my dismay, i went up and down the escalators 4 times and i still couldn't find the obscure shop. gee. in the end, i ended up having a eye brow trim. whahahhaa..

it may sound suicidal, like hahaha, like i really need to cut myself somewhere. but that was pure nonsense. hahahahaa.... simply cos i felt really messy. gee. but guess what?! after trimming my eyebrow, i feel so eyebrowless. bleh.. now i resemble some ah lian with those thin eyebrows. oh no.. and the mina who did it for me was like.. "oh, im going to give you thicker eyebrows" and *gasp* what happened to me eyebrows?! oh no... so girls, better learn to do your own eyebrows before someone comes along and gives you their version which you probably might find it unsuitable. gee. maybe i do really need a fringe to over it up. hahahhaa...:P

what about ... me?

gee. went for wushu today. teehee... amidst the busy schedule and everything. goodness, one day just pass so quickly.

really happy to see those juniors, but do feel a bit neglected. but anyway, not very close to the new bunch anyway... felt quite distanced.. even maybe supposedly close juniors.

my sonny msged me before he's going!! was really happy, cos he seldom did that. hahaha.. great to see him again, whahhaa.. now after jungle confidence course, he's so rugged looking!! shuai okay! ;) interesting to hear about those trumatic times in the jungle. maybe someday i should gop and get lost somewhere. reminds me of the time we went trekking up the wu yi shan. hahaha.. okay.. big diff, cos wu yi shan right, you can take a sedan up. "jiao zi" you know.. that one you see in ancient china, the ones they use to carry brides and officials - the then mercedes. hehe..

then i was like jumping around... running on the carpet.. i think i'd lost a bit of weight. hahaa.. i felt like i can "fly" better. whahahaa.. well, and i can still do split. i uspposed that's good enough for me. i don't dare to think further. :P /me pats myself on the back. good job. despite growing older le. hahahaha..

was talking to quite a bit of people, seen a bit of stuff.. well, after all these experiences it boils down to my future.. our future.. feeling still quite confused. despite having roughly map out my 5 years goal. well.. maybe im not focus enough?

im kinda looking forward for the upcoming sub conscious mind course, so that i can find out more about myself. ahhahaa.. isn't it an irony, to test yourself, so that you can find out more about yourself? like quite weird right? hope its not boring.

but i did learn a test to help you discover yourself. whahhaa.. anyone wants to be my guinea pig?

i was walking home today, passed by my neighbours place.. missed seeing venus running to me barking. on the other hand was also quite relieved that she didn't. ahhahaa.. cos can be quite noisy. and i saw a golden labordor pub at mayfair today!!! :)))) hai.. really miss having a dog.

woah.. looks like babe is having a good time in us. nice place!! :) despite tacky flooring.. but the food looks delicious! :P hahahhaa... Be good babe, and have fun in your new place. :)

onset of beer belly ::

drank a little beer today. well, its just not my taste. hm, well, its also my first time sitting down in a pub, watching soccer. interesting.

friday blues ::

i suddenly felt so grouchy and ugly today after doing my work midway around evening time. :P

hai.. went out for a viewing on the west side and later to walk around bugis and city hall, met up with 2 juniors. hahaha, felt a little better cos i ate some ice-cream [ well, food never fail to perk me up despite feeling really hungry and yet have no appetite. :P ] they were really crappy and that was amusing. haahaa.. well, was feeling a little nostalgic as well, cos of the little stretch along the Singapore river. felt a little grateful for being able to sit down and appreciate fantastic view of the river banks. :)

was thinking about me then, when i was young and me now while i was strolling along. well.. i guess i was a little more thoughtful then than now. im not sure if its the fast paced of society which made me quite focused on the bigger picture than the smaller details. i tend to miss out quite a bit on details which is not that good. i supposed.

felt that i wasn't at all that convinced by my self on the perspectives i take than i did last time. But all the while, im quite convinced i'd more or less grown a little emotionally and psychologically. i hope i won't lose them, my so-called little growth spurt of rationalism.

well, i do need some time for myself i guess. 2 more weeks to go. then i'll have a one day good rest for the time that is. i have been working late recently. falling a little sick. but well, i'll plan a good rest to recharge!! :) *oush*

Record breaking sales person ::

hm, the back of my name card says record breaking sales person. haha, the agent i met last took a look at my card and was apparently quite sceptical. its the first time my own namecard caused me so much embarrassment. hahaha, i was like.. orh, its only a template. :P hahaa, but i do try to break my own record each month.

anyway, i did break a record today. i went for a viewing at 11pm today!! good grief. didn't know my tenant was so on and the tenant living in the house too, was so on. but it was crazy. i finished my closing at 12.45am. partially cos my tenant is my friend. but woah.. i'd never worked to hard in my life.. *proud moment* :P hahahaa.. no lah.. rubbish... hahahaha.... its a good thing the tenant is fun to talk to.

now, need to go back to doing my other documents. gee..

add oil for myself that is.

*pout* no outings today. ::

argh, i'd completely missed it. the fireworks and tanks and F16 pilots at the marina carnival!! *humph*

*grouchy*

twas running to choa chu kang, some ulu "upper thomson" condo, then back to high end bukit timah condo and home, then to choa chu kang again before heading to bt timah (again?!) for dinner. bleh.

but today is pretty good, managed to wring an offer out of someone. maybe i should make it a target to wring offers everyday. you'll never know when heng heng can close. :P

on hands. 20 buyers to serve. existing list of sellers numbering around 20 as well.
hai.. im done for..

hai.. i feel deprived again. hahahaa.. no lah.. not because of those non existent F16 pilots. just felt quite sian about missing the fireworks. well, at least my weekends would look for like a weekend mah. cos since im like working every day from 9 am/10am to sometimes 1am. oh well. *wonders if my boss is as deprived as me? or maybe just cos im young and i probably need more playtime? :P*

a rocker in a church band!! ::

hahaha, last night was hilarious. i didn't laugh that much, but it was so amusing. i was surprised at the varied response and opinions and jokes i encountered.

my juniors brought me to this al fresco pub in marina pub opened by one of their internship bosses. hahaa.. it was chinese karaoke-styled on the inside and live band-ish (even though its one man show) on the outside. initially, i thought it was quite sleazy. bleh. blame it on the young nubile waitresses and chinese karaoke styled interior. but haha.. okay lah, nothing "exciting" was going around inside.

led by emotions, the "nuah" and "dislain" emotion for badly sung chinese songs, we headed outside with our crispy supreme chicken chunks and french fries and sat outside cheering this one man Fei-Xiang lookey alike guitarist cum singer which later we found out he's in the insurance line and is helping his friend the boss of the place.

After much cheering for him, the Fei-Xiang lookey alike guitarist cum singer popped over to join us for a toasting session and watch us play a bit of cards and left for the owner of the pub.

Anyway, for the first time in my life, i won dai di against a bunch of very good players!!!! finally. hahahaha.. my dai di skills weren't very good, but wahhahaa, i happen to have a series of very good cards at hand. whahaha.. what a cheap thrill.

no no, i didn't drink anything. was merely high on coke. wheras my juniors were happily downing graveyard and volka ribena and what have yous. well, i guess, next time you could rely on me to send you guys home after a drinking session. maybe i was thinking, i am too much of a control freak over my sensibility. which is quite ironic since i was already behaving like a mad woman sometimes. haha.. oh well.

also! haha.. i went up to sing a song thanks to my sabo-king juniors and my sporting(!!) nature!! erm. i guess i was really high on coke. hahah.. so nervous was i that i was staring at the lyrics all the while and the poor audience had to endure all that bleh moments. sorry lah.. but i must admit, it was quite fun. hahaha.. i was in a karaokey mood then.
:P :P :P :P

and was this guy!! who can really sing catonese songs despite growing up in san francisco!
haha... im the suaku there lah. but i was quite amazed! i wonder what is it like to be growing up chinese in US. anyway, turn out that he's on a contract in Singapore and needs to find a place to rent! woah.. biz opportunity. feel quite blessed cos i think God wants to tell me that money is still quite easy to earn in singapore. :P well, that remains to be seen. i think its opportunities are quite easily available in singapore. sorry.

yah, then after that the boss and the Fei-Xiang lookey alike guitarist cum singer sat down and talked to my juniors and us. asked hockey guy to perform his crugel. and they were quite amazed that we were from wushu. hahhaa.. anyway, the two older people were telling us some dirty jokes and we being young, hahaha.. pretended that we don't understand and acted blur. well! was quite amused to learn eventually that they both have to go church the next day. ö well. funny people.

twas a hectic day, but it ended in a really memorable session. hahhaa.. its the company that counts i suppose.. and that really make up for my missed shooting stars session. its nice to look at lie in another perspective once in w while and maybe just let your hair down (which i did!) and just enjoy yourself.

starless cloudy night ::

much to
my
dismay
tonight's a
cloudy
starless
night.

my last ditch poetic attempt!! hahaa.. hai.. there goes my meteor shower. was quite looking forward to it so that i could feel better for today.

for some reasons i got up at the wrong side of the bed today. feel extremely grouchy and no, its not pms. confirm. and when i started reading news on andrew kuan, the would be presidency candidate, i felt so sorry for him; i felt under under the weather. but well, reading that article reminded me of one of the topics in my law course - scrutiny of the executive. hahaha.. anyway, make that scrutiny of pre-executive. boss says he deserves it and shouldn't even try to run for presidency since he had been sacked by 2 companies beforehand. but to me, i guess, on his perspective, he really might have thought he did an ok job.

well, maybe i was half afraid that i would end up like him. doing so much, trying to get along and in the end.. kenna bombarded by those people ala the public. then now, he's this very poor thing, half well known/notorious and most probably won't get elected in view of his conduct in office, and his poor seconder would probably lose his $35k seconder's fee? oh no..

then again, well, all those corporate practises.. under the guise of euphemisms.. i hope they find nothing serious against him. its time singapore politics and culture try something else.

anyway, heard there was 'public nuisance' in raffles. well well.. 4 people holding placards protesting in raffles place. geesh, this is practically unheard of before the NKF saga.

stand up for singapore?

gee.

freakonomics - pimples on your face proportionately increases the number of sales person approaching you? ::

i was practically harrassed by 3 salespeople for 3 different products. no good, cos i realised im really bad at handling them.. they simply refused to go off... until i pay them with something. well, tell me that they've got what they want. and sheesh.. i think one of them is going to come back for more...soon. *dread*

i don't know.. but somehow, i do need stuff like that. not sure if im really spending less money in places i should for instance -make up. haha.. :P well, its not exactly nice to have peple hankering after you what's the current brand of cleanser you're using and give me 10 reasons on why they don't work and i should get rid of it. i know.. im using cheapo brands.. but for goodness sake, leave me and my pimples alone!!! i think i should just flare up and say something like.. you're as irritating as my pimples. so just keep your cleansers for your mouth!!!

hur hur, i got a free facial in return. haha.. though it wasn't exactly a spa-like, free relaxing facial. but okay lah, i must admit, maybe the water-based thing is pretty attractive. heard from boss that its good for your skin, cos products available commercially are mainly oil-based, therefore, making it more difficult for your skin to breathe. well. :) i was quite fascinated. aiyah.. actually hor, its because i got the free facial. *lalala*

national day has been nice. esp the mobile column. i thik its called the mobile column? anyway, i don't know why, im especially attracted to the first part of the parade, it never failed to make me feel patriotic. :P reminds of the time i was on the plane, coming back from china. the moment i saw east coast whilst still in the plane... i couldn't help bursting into a national day song. wahhahaa...

hai. then my cousin was smsing me saying that she wants a guard of honour for a husband.. and i was trying to keep her hands of MY pilot. *snicker* wahhahahaa... :P okay.. siao liao lah. whahahahaa...

latest news: wholivesnearyou.com has just been upgraded. im impressed. now, the thing is, i must learn how to talk cock. as in talk more cock. [as if im not cock enough] to communicate with all kinds of people. i think i still can't communicate with bengs and lians. world of a difference. sheesh. well. hai.. im probably what the dog breeder jie jie would describe as nerd nerd.

8P

volka lime, volka ribena, tequila shots and still counting ::

gee.. saturday night marked my first night of experimenting with so many types of alcohol. was surprised was quite sane after that. *hic* heehee..

but where was the high my friends are talking about? anyway, i think if i had something more i would have thrown up.. and guess what, actually i thought the drinks weren't that bad after all. perhaps the alcohol content wasn't really that much. well, i guess i still would try to keep myself more sane.. having a delicate stomach the next day wasn't exactly my cup of tea. yes, i like to start my day with a ferocious appetite.

was introduced to some of my cousin's friends. woah sey.. all high flyers. all from prestigious universities like chicago, berkeley etc etc.. as usual, me was quite suaku and stuck for words. after asking what they do, and them asking what i do, the conversation just sorta ended there. hm. its like a totally different world i guess. i think it'll be a couple of years before everyone meets at some ballroom with a glass of cocktail in hand instead of at zouk hahaha.... i think i connect with uncles and aunties better than i connect with my peers. gee..

but its a nice experience top meet more people though nothing came out of it. my life's really boring with all work and more work.

that reminds me, despite being annoyed by this girl-who-just-came-back-from-glasgow, (remember the girl who irritated me so much by bugging me? everyone loves to bug me. argh.. every wrong ones.) well, they do make my life a little more interesting. though, in a pretty bad way i supposed. she's back! in singapore. but i certainly got this gut feeling that she bluffed that she's in medicine. gee. i really don't understand.

babe called again on sunday night after i came back from airport. really glad that after our conversation she felt a way lot better! but really girl, you know what you have to do. do it! :) well, i always felt short term pain is better in this case, unless you like to once in while feel melancholy. but do take good care of yourself yah? *hugs* no more nonsense hor!! /smacks you. ;)

my long lost cousins!! ::

i had finally aquainted with 2 cheeky cousins came back from germany a week ago.. hahaa.. i think the last time i saw them, they probably don't even know me since i was seldom at grandma's place. had a blast carrying the little boy cousin half zipping about and waltzing in the house in my socks. hahaha.. had a lot of fun making fun of the his sister, miming a monster out of my hands.

that was the fun part. after dinner, i was totally maimed by their shrieks and scampering about in the house and almost couldn't do my work properly. good grief. if i had 2 children like that, i would be tearing my hair out. anyway, felt my aunt handled them quite well. she look mildly pissed though, but she could still talk to them like she's talking to an adult. i was quite surprised, except for th slightly childish range of emotions, i think my cousins talked very intelligently for their age. they can hold a decent conversation. good grief i can't even hold a decent conversation with the adults until recently. after going to property that is.. cos everyone's trying to find out how much is their house worth now.

well well.. had an amusing time. ;) am happy.. lalala...

perseids alert!!! ::

well well.. friday night is the night to go pian xiao mei mei okay?!! according to bp's resident astronmer aside from never-do-chemistry-homework-yet-scored-As-moe-scholar, this friday, yes!! this friday night.. til saturday, you'll be able to catch meteor showers at around midnight i should think. hope there's no cloud cover.

hai.. the joys of simple pleasure. :)

age of mythology ::

woah.. been sorta addicted to this game after watching my bro play recently. the "easy" random maps are well, quite easy for me to beat, but the next level-> "moderate" level. gee.. im not sure if im a lousy gamer or what.. but i can't produce enough fighters to defend myself. gee, ended up quitting the game. haha.

hai...