random bits of thoughts ::

was talking to my laopa yesterday - the one still studying..

told him about my plight. hahha.. i don't know, but i was somewhat affected by his perspective.. that when you get older, you tend to be so used to things happening to people around you or to you, that you get numbed and just get on with it.

on one hand, i thought its really cool, cos you can get on with other supposedly more important bits in your life, i.e scoring straight As. oxymoron. haha.. but, on the other hand, i was just thinking, i think we should just enjoy life a little more. i mean, even enjoy experiencing the bad bits. ermm.. sounds hippy-ish.. embrace them! :P

speaking of which.. i have been getting the weirdest calls ever.

this guy whom i have absolutely no idea, called me to give me a sales pitch on himself.

but its so funny, on a retrospective manner that is. i was totally like "huh". well, that's also because its on the phone, else, i would have been scared to death. big irony, cos i supposedly deal with strangers everyday.

gee.. maybe i should lighten up and be more big square. it just doesn't make sense does it?

boring day ::

today's such a slow day that i woke up in the middle of the day, did a half piece of AB flyer, went online for the longest time, fell asleep immediately after having dinner and am up again now, and came online again.

eh, i didn't know how to descibe a day like this. is this sedentary or what? i'd just wasted the whole day away.. literally.

was reading through the classified, perhaps i really ought to get a proper job. honestly, i think i'd some sort of improvement over the past year in disciplining myself. but i think i need to work on it even more.

well, you should be able to tell that im obviously not too happy with myself. and i think i probably will regret it. maybe i shouldn't even blog it down lest i regret it. whhahahaa.. im such a contridiction.

the ony comforting thing which happened today was.. i heard from jewel that my sec sch crush whom i thought was attached is actually single!!!! whahahhaa.. :P

wait wait wait.. i got a picture of him!



teehee..

a castle of idiosyncries ::

man.. today was a tiring day after pseudo viewing, and i missed the spwushu's graduation night. and i met up with yagong niang niang. man, before we knew it, we were all niang niang here and nv bi there thanks to the lingo bug she caught from school. gee.. it's totally some palace lingo in a modern setting. hahaha.. but sorry niang niang, nv bi zhi cuo le, ke shi nv bi yi dian ye bu irritated... :P hahha..

we laughed ourselves silly. and we stuffed ourselves silly as well.

well, nothing can be more satisfying than crystal jade's chicken soup. =P

starry starry night! ::

God chased the clouds away today.

the sky was so clear. but i was pretty tired. too bad, i would have gone to the park by the canal and sit down and see the stars. i wish i have a car, so that i can drive down the east coast, or somewhere nice and quiet to appreciate the sky.

man, i remember seeing the whole milky way in cherating club med a few years ago. amazing! i wonder if there's such a beach in sg. unpolluted by the lights.

haha.. i was always reminded of God's sovereignty, His Might and His Creation. very astonding. =)

milestone conversation with yagong ::

hm, a few days ago, we had a milestone conversation of our friendship. hahhaa.. its pretty much of a milestone, you know, esp for a pair of friends who hadn't pretty much quarrelled for 10 years. man, i wouldn't know if its a good sign or bad sign, but im sure we're very much good friends. *grin* in fact, its an affirmation of OUR friendship. okay, im blabbering. and tonight we just _affirmed_ it again.

basically, we agreed that if we like anyone together, we'll walk away from the relationship altogether. man.. friends forever!! hahaha.. :P

that being said, actually we all know its easier said than done. but hey, we're going to make an effort. and i think that's pretty unlikely, cos our circles of friends are so different. *shrugs*

right? =)

anyway, just want to tell you babe, i'll always love you despite me being always late and you nonchalent! ;) same goes for jewel and goddess in NY. *muackies*

cats and the city ::

a patchy brown kitten appeared at my door today. its got really pretty eyes. =) and nice undeformed tail. it looks so cute and dainty sitting on the steps.

hm, i don't usually like cats, but i think its an exception this time.

your very own celebrity face! ::

http://www.myheritage.com/

check this out. pretty interesting. hahhaa.. apparently i think sammi cheng's my family long lost aunt!

woodsy faerie *nod nod* ::

zhutou-tikopeh gave me woodsy faerie who will nod and answer questions.

yay, good cos i'll ask her if im pretty today, she always nods.

woodsy faerie - *nod nod*

so cute!

strawberries and sense ::

im feeling so "men1" today.. nope, i haven't an overdose of testerone. bleh.. distracted, stuffed, queasy, bored..

i don't really know how to describe the feeling. maybe da yi ma is coming. :P

made a face at the counter staff in the office today, cos i felt their service was so bad and slow and wasted my time. but managed to talk/rant/bitch to yagong and jewel then felt a lot better. woah.. i wouldn't know what to do without my quick fixes.. love you guys!

not sure if im getting those bouts of seeing-someone-i-know-on-the-streets-and-realise-its-not-him/her-after-taking-a-second-look again. so scary. sounds like the whole guy-with-nice-back-view-episodes again.. :( man, seriously, deja-vu.

karaoke on sunday didn't help much. i felt like i need to rave them up.. and well, i obviously, was not in the mood.

giraffe asked me out for dinner again.. i didn't reply him. don't see the point despite having so many people cajoling me to go date someone. i think if i go, i'll be even more "men1". hahaha.. :P

i miss reading.