friday blues ::

i suddenly felt so grouchy and ugly today after doing my work midway around evening time. :P

hai.. went out for a viewing on the west side and later to walk around bugis and city hall, met up with 2 juniors. hahaha, felt a little better cos i ate some ice-cream [ well, food never fail to perk me up despite feeling really hungry and yet have no appetite. :P ] they were really crappy and that was amusing. haahaa.. well, was feeling a little nostalgic as well, cos of the little stretch along the Singapore river. felt a little grateful for being able to sit down and appreciate fantastic view of the river banks. :)

was thinking about me then, when i was young and me now while i was strolling along. well.. i guess i was a little more thoughtful then than now. im not sure if its the fast paced of society which made me quite focused on the bigger picture than the smaller details. i tend to miss out quite a bit on details which is not that good. i supposed.

felt that i wasn't at all that convinced by my self on the perspectives i take than i did last time. But all the while, im quite convinced i'd more or less grown a little emotionally and psychologically. i hope i won't lose them, my so-called little growth spurt of rationalism.

well, i do need some time for myself i guess. 2 more weeks to go. then i'll have a one day good rest for the time that is. i have been working late recently. falling a little sick. but well, i'll plan a good rest to recharge!! :) *oush*