argggh! money woes to me ::

i like to believe ive got idiots for brothers. they're sorely testing my sore patience which is already and has been for the past 17 years (that's the age of the elder one) at the most sore, sorest, sorriest state. someone stop me from flashing my middle finger at just about anything and everyone. ARGH!! [ does re-enactment of the mask]

either singapore education has done nothing to their puny brains or they've left it in their previous lives or maybe there is no such thing as "brothers-with-brains" in the world.. that they didn't know that there's a penalty for breaking the contract?!!!! and one of them thought if you sign another line with another company, the previous line would be void?! woahhhhh............ what kinda nonsense excuse is that?

i think my dad must have been extremely disappointed and possibly suspecting he's watching too much mtv and playing pool when he's trying to conceive them. [ dang, was mtv even around in the 80s?] and me quite useless cos i can't help much. :( and my mom.. haha.. needless to say, can't do anything also... im thinking of selling my pc.

>( im just damn fucking pissed off.

hur hur... so happy ::

babe called me!!! *hugs* so happy... felt so much better..

yuan wang ah.. *ties hair into pony tail and swings it around*

hmm.. its quite a demoralising day today. cos i thought i was finishing and ticking stuff off my to-do list when this morning, boss called to inquire about the northvale viewing i'd tried to confirm yesterday. so far then, only 1 agent did confirm with me and the other one very much later.. the night before, i couldn't reach more than half of the co-broking agents and this agent gave me prep talk for 45 mins - okay lah, he was teachhing me the ropes so as to say. woah.. felt so incompetent. haha, must be retribution for laughing at other incompetent people. it is because all along ive been this scatter brain or its just more advanced work ethics i had to put more effort in?

well, i'd tried my best in giving 24hr service as in, reply the customer within 24 hrs after his/her telephone inquiry. i also don't like to let the work sit there for long time what. hai.. i wish im back in school.. :(

round round baby round round ::

spoilt VCR
im getting sick of repeating the same old issues again. its the same problems with the same solutions with the same people?!

just solve it! just solve it?! what's so difficult? oh yeah.. when the emotions get into you. but can't you see its a cycle? big or small... its like a spoilt VCR, replaying the same story over and over again.. but with different scenerios.

attached crushee
anyway, just found out one of my crushee is attached! yay for him. hahaha.. but quite disappointing actually. his gf is a xmm aka xiao mei mei!!! oh no.. paedophilic tendencies.. :O

unappreciative clients
anyway, worked extremely hard today. but not much results. 2 clients cancelled their viewing and 1 of them tried to shift the fault to me? wtf?! i hate it when people don't appreciate that they went through mountain of knives and sea of fire to get your stupid viewing arranged and you can just casually dismissed it. heng the other agent is understanding. hai.. bloody waste my time.

drink store
saw my ex-teacher at commonwealth sec today to get some form for drinks stall for my mom. well. it was quite disappointing cos its the hot drinks store.. *chey loudly* hai.. thought my mom can change line or something. dad is very amused at my ignorance. what to do?

parsa malam
okay, hope i got the spelling right? dad's ultra/super/Über nice yesterday. he brought me to the parsa malam cos i told him i wanted to eat tutu!! hahaha.. ended up buying a lot of junk food back. for daddy!! okay.. 1 million here i come.. ahhaha.. :P

conclusion
quite uneventful day i must say. gee..
im like gorging myself with junk food.

messy hair messy life ::

oh no, my curls are coming back again.. :(

touchy topic. its the part of the body i most often cry over. haha.. you believe it won't you?

the sian feeling is washing over me again.

stuff have been like happening around me. yah, as in happening. my life won't be so happening without those stuff..

well, i guess people aren't always satisfied with their own life..

people with opportunity to study overseas are upset about their relationship.
people with money are upset about their career opportunities and not being able to get to the commercial school of their choice.
people with aircons at home complain about the singapore heat?
people with great jobs are moaning over the lack of money..

so people with no opportunity to study overseas, no fantastic friendships/relationships, no money, no aircon, no great jobs have nothing to be upset about. haha!!

woah.. so ironic.

maybe life is just too long... and human beings indulge in nitpicking detrimental stuff like that.

anyway, mom's in bangkok havoc-king. the house is very quiet save for the music from my sound blaster. *heh*

thankyu!!!! ::

lawyer was really sweet today! sorry arh.. i made you wait so long for those books. :P

really appreciate you helping me borrow the textbooks from the library. :)

thankyu thankyu!!!!!

i went for training today. am really happy now. seeing my juniors, seeing how the team was doing now..how it was growing.. was really like woah.. i'd graduated for so long. yah.. i graduated for like.. 2 years le.. hahaha..

well well.. :)

twiddles finger.. restless ::

i feel quite bored now.. and quite unable to communicate. so much so that my internet friend i think had to give me an excuse and scoot offline. hahahaa...

im like infecting EVERYONE.. subjecting them to ultimate boredom..
/me zaps you with boredom.

wahahhaa..

okay. lame.

and yesterday at this hour.. i was almost delirious.. with nonsense...
kept yakking away non stop and i didn't even know what was i talking about.
yupe. i went to send yagong at the airport yesterday and jewel+her bf were with me.. finally.. got to meet up with jewel's bf. quite savvy chap and i think they have the same eyes. and jewel really look good that day..

:) feel so happy for her. teehee.. ;)