spacing out yet productive ::

i don't know what got into me, but yesterday was really this blessed day. Praise God! That reminded me also, tomorrow i've to go for pda classes. man, i want to go. apologetics classes are usually very interesting.

okay, i disgressed again. oh, i went for this interview yesterday. just felt that things have been happening around too fast, and i was like doing things just because i want to get things done and wasn't really emotionally involved. was i? but anyway, was thinking i should get a part time job to stablised my income, so i went to apply for a part time job. and before i know it, i was like updating my resume and going to interview. okay, only one interview lah, but well.. half the time, i think i was pretty focused. which was good i supposed.

anyway, i think they won't want me, cos the interviewer was like.. "why won't you stay with your current job? your paycheck is way bigger than most of the staff here.." and he repeated a lot of times. then eventually was citing nationality as an issue as singaporeans will still have to take a 20% cut to deposit into the CPF, so the take home pay would be very little and on the average, each staff earn less than $1500. okay, i realised i was very fortunate. and that my previous previous boss gave me many opportunities. but no, im not wanting to go back, partially because of work environment and i just want a short term stint so that i can stablise my income. so if i go back and get out after say 3 months, not very nice mah.

anyway, im happy that i can space out, yet i can still go on and on about the things i have to do. you know what i mean, maybe im more grown up now!

i managed to fix up a major part of my so-called crisis. quite happy. and my clients gave me ang pow! teehee.. :P but then of course, that aside, i still cannot afford to be complacent about money issues.

felt really blessed. =)