three quarter full ::

after reading this motivational book by dennis wee.. i was like wondering all my life.. have i really done my best for myself, for God. hm. for exams? for work?

honestly, i don't know whether is it work ethics or what.. or is it that normal.. or just feeling plain sian.. momentum for working happily doesn't seem to come very easily to me. was it just a lack of self discipline? or was it just because i didn't know what i want and therefore cannot find the motivation to do what i want?

sometimes aftre i prayed about it. i still feel quite demotivated.

somewhat these are still big questions marks in my mind, i mean thought demotivated moments. i need a holiday to clear them up baby! hahahaa.. :P okay okay.. its the holidays actually.

there're some issues which i want to feel strongly about.. but it ended up otherwise.. and for useless issues.. i think i can write essays and go on and on about it. hai...

its time to take some responsibility for my own life! Lord, i know you're looking into my life. injext life into it puhleasey?! hur hur~~