holiday holiday!! ::

its the holidays period again! Natas Fair is here!! cheap cheap cheap airfares!! i realised im really attached to china. no idea why.. maybe cos that's the furthest place i could afford to travel out of southeast asia. but hey, really. anyway, brisbane going at $480. im very gian also. but i do hope i will get to cairns eventually. great barrier reef, troipcal jurassic type forest, animals who carry pouches. koala bears!!

argh.. but okay. i shall work harder and go there backpacking eventually soon. maybe next year. well.. that is one thing i should learn to procastinate instead of work.

after going to little black's blog, the song here am stuck in my head now. tong hua by guang liang. nice. but quite sad. i think i like meaningless fast songs or melancholy songs. gee. my karaoke urge is here again. thank goodness, the lame president is having his break soon and he promised to bring the juniors and seniors (that's me, plus porky and etc) to KARAOKE to celebrate his release from his gangster type recruits! woahahhaa.. must thank his gangster recruits! hahhaa..

by the way, i lost both deals. okay. am not sad or anything. im taking a very laxed appraoched to everything now. just stay motivated enough to do what im supposed to do.. and not go overboard with things which were not within my control. i believe that a salesperson can make you buy something you may not want. but they cannot make you buy something you definitely don't want. but good for them! i want to see them in their dream homes. happy that is.

anyway, i'd got 2 listings today. am quite pleasantly surprised. but hope can close them also. if i want to count the eggs before they hatch, then its 3. yay! am almost delirious. almost recruited someone too. :P hahaha.. okay, they may not materialised. but they are simple joys which i think i should appreciate.

fulfilling day - brought 2 clients to go viewing. i'd decided to use another approach to serve my clients. that way, i can be more confident and stay motivated/proactive. didn't close lah. need to wait till weekend. hope everything can come to a conclusion and fast!

boss going overseas this weekend. i hope i can handle those calls. i think im going to be very busy. gut feeling.

i have no idea what overcame me recently and i went to reply those messages left for me in wholivesnearyou.com. and was subsequently bombarded with more messages!! i think i'd lost the conversationlist touch. can't seem to get to know people better, unlike last time. haha.. maybe there was no last time.. all along im like this? but think the the whole thing is so real. no girls messaged me? i mean.. i wouldn't mind, just come and chitchat. i would love to know more people. but anyway.. one of them got really irritating and he's now classified nuisance in my phone list. okay, cos i did a small advert for buying and selling houses on the bulletin board with my phone number. like they say, there're methods for working with money and working with no money. and well, i have no money. hahaha.. so advertise the cheapo way.

maybe those people have lost their marbles. why would people put in their worst pictures online? esp for zi lian people like me, i would definitely try to smoke myself a little and put nicer looking pictures right? hahahaha.. :P

i have a thing against people with a sweet mouth. very wary and i think you ought to be wary too. whether its girls or boys. kou shi qin fei. maybe i think too much.. maybe one day i'll end up like this client boss served - she thought everyone was trying to poison her.. and she told the renovation contractors are trying to out black magic on her cos they're repairing some of the tiles in the new place she's getting. but she's a poor dear la. even her own children can't do anything much. i wander what would i be paranoid about next time?

anyway, was thinking of buying a 3rm unit in town or studio apartment and furnish it up nicely and simply.. just enjoy a nice city lifestyle. everyday sit at the balcony and drink ribena. i saw some shophouses, converted into residential areas. its really classy and nice i tell you. kitchen, bar counter and living room on the same floor and you have a loft for a bedroom. wow..

now im so excited about the houses and am feeling less sian then before. dunno whether it was infectious or what. hahaa.. after my net friend felt sian.. i immediately felt the same. and my morale dropped even lower when i realised my browser couldn't load the monopoly properly. thinking about it really makes me feel sian and feel like buying a ticket to some place and camp there for 3 days. maybe i should just sit down in a cafe by a busy street and while my time away. wasting time will somewhat make you realise how precious time is. to me that is. reverse psych. hai..

little black tore her ligament. :( am feeling extremely sorry for her. ligament!!! you know, you probably can't play sports after that cos you probably can't even walk properly. that's like really sad you know. imagine, micheal jordan/yao ming couldn't play basketball, david beckham couldn't play soccer, yan wen qing cannot do wushu and tiger woods couldn't golf. i think muscles/ligaments too tired. strained and therefore broke. ouch. hai.. take care yah? *hugs*

is it really worth it to try so hard, work so hard for the spirit of sportsmenship? for the country, for wz? at the expense of your health? im quite confused now. how do we quantify and qualify these achievements?

someone thought i was capable. am quite surprised, do i really gave people that kind of impression? maybe they haven't read this blog, they haven't seen the other side of me. the lost and pai seh side. ahhahaa.. pai seh... i wonder if i were to have another best friend like myself, what would i feel?