wrong again?! :P ::

i was msning to a friend/aquaintance i haven't been msning a while. gosh. i don't know if its because the internet has no face. somehow i got this feeling that this friend of mine has been quite put off -> monosyllabic/short answers comparatively to his/her funny notations last time. hm.. or maybe there's no chatting chemistry anymore? well well..

im taught not to take rejections too seriously. but sometimes, such subtle rejections make me feel very kang kor. like you don't know what the person thought of you.. opinions of you. sometimes, the things i say gets a little too exaggerated/funny. but well.. people who know me well know that im just trying to liven up the atmosphere. but honestly, i have no intention to make one's day really bad. you know what i mean?

oh well.. hai..

between friends, i think if one's opinions of each other is not at the same league/level, its a little tough to compromise on things right? you know.. and its tough to talk to someone who doesn't justify what he/she says. im okay with justifications as long as its not excuses. i don't like myself making excuses too.

oh well.. i dunno lah. then again, what do you say again after hello?