piqued i am, woe to me *humph* ::

yesterday's viewing spiralled out of my control. and i think i'm too tired about it to blog about it anymore. ahhaa.. wait til i have time and energy. but i concluded that it wasn't my fault and i felt quite betrayed. ok, well, this industry is like that you may say. that i must say, is rather true. therefore i conclude, this industry really teaches you how to put the blame on and bully other people. It also allows you to vent your frustrations on a total stranger. a stranger who doesn't really have bargaining power, well in this respect, you would have guess that the loser ( makes a L sign at forehead) is me.

bleh. :P

sian. okay. but i guess, it really tested my patience. from the broken communication line to how not understanding the co-workers are.

sheesh.

but well, its a good experience. *wah, still want to kid myself* whahhaa.. what happened to the teachable person i was when i first started? *sighs*

hm. after talking to funky specs today, i felt so encouraged. shall be focus and than i can be santa claus! =) after all, once should put in their best in everything they do. And i should learn how to say no.

i ought to be grateful for the things i have now.
- new second hand PDA
- new second hand hp
- motivating friends ( neighbour)
- meh meh, lambie, fussy and goutie sitting at the top of my monitor.
- etc. haha.. those are the only things i can think of

chiong arh! /wield sword and starts poking people around me.