babies, depth of thought and so much more.. ::

i was like totally surrounded by 4 year-old-and-belows the whole day yesterday and believe me, its so hard to ignore them. sooo cute!! yah man, i must have been that cute too and probably irritating as well cos my mom says i shouldn't have learnt how to talk: i started quite early and i didn't stop talking. Apparently i drove her quite crazy with my incessant questions and chatter. so crazy that she got someone else to take care of me. ahhahaa..

anyway, i was so amazed at the stuff they say and what they do. my friend's kid is only 2.5 years old and she knows how to operate a computer, portable vcd player and she knows what's a website?!! damn. that was only in my vocab like when i was in sec 1? good grief. i wonder what will she be learning when she's my age. and she couldn't stop looking at me, smiling at me and giving me this horror themed vcd. hahaha.. what was she trying to imply, i really don't know. but hey, she's very willing to let me carry her. ^^v ay!! all babies love me okay, except maybe tara cos she can only see 25 cm from her face which means she probably doesn't recognise me yet! :) puppies also. hahaha... don't let me go near your puppies, they'll be mine (mine! mine! mine!) by the end of the visit. *evil grin*

my friend says her daughter will come to them in this perfectly straight face and ask her and her husband if they still love her. she demanded an answer and asked if they would forgive her if she had done any wrong. and its only after they declared that they would always love her, she would show them the 'scene of crime' and look at them with her bambi eyes. hahaha.. goodness.. so cute~

my bro left the last page he was surfing open and being curious [okay, made that kaypoh] i maximised the page to see what was it. it was a blog by this girl classmate of his, reflecting on her thoughts and stuff. i was kinda reminded that my brother has grown up le. he's 15 by the way. and honestly, its only been around a few months that i'd recognised that fact. all the way, i still remember him very much as the 'humbao' as he was always crying and the mental picture of him crawling around the house is very much still fresh in my mind. anyway, that was the only few things i remember. i have quite bad memory. those stuff yagong, jewel and babe could recall during the school days, i probably could have forgotten most of them. that's quite sad right? and that's why i needed some kinda reminder i.e blog. and really, i kinda regretted not taking a lot of pictures when i was younger. i still don't take much but well, its quite a heavy price to pay when you know, you forgot what happened..

okay, i digressed. back to topic. yah. i was quite impressed with my bro that day, [i very bad hor. hahaha!! internal joke] when he volunteered to pass me my wushu weapons to the mrt during my wushu days. gee.. okay, im the bad sista here. i order my brothers around like the empress dowager orders her enunches around. but i think now they'd grown up le, i shall bug them less.

the other one of them was attached already and on my last last birthday, he and his gf gave me this candle with my initials on it. ö boy, think im the only one in the house who hasn't grown up yet. hahaha.. but it was really quite heart warming. ahhahaa.. :P okay lah.. i very pai seh now. hahaha..

in case if you wanna know them, for the benefit of other younger girls you happen to chance by my blog. erm, sorry, they're quite taken le. the younger one probably has a fan club in school. good grief.

hm, i realise after having kids, you would get very carried away.. and i think my parents did. and eventually, your youth's wasted on worrying over the kid's diapers, food etc etc and you struggle to maintain some form of balance in your life.

so sad right? hm. and the whole cycle will repeat themself over and over again. or will they?

on the topic of depth of thought. i think im sorely in lack of it nowadays. help, im turning bimbotic!! argh! okay.. i'll stop preaching prosperity, about guys and clothes and make up [like i do, but that's besides the point, the point is.. my neurons.. they're not there!].. i'll morph into this intellectual aunty who sprouts 'chengyu' since the government is pushing for bilingualism recently. bleh. anyway, my england also shifted to china already. im so not in tune. arg... -.-' [deadpans myself in the mirror] argh.

i was at eastside on sat with cell and 2 of his friends. hahaa.. i think i was quite not entertaining. you know sometimes its just so hard to talk to certain people and you just kinda hang there. i kinda wish i was buried in the free flow of buffet food but me, being me, was feeling too sorry and pai seh to get my butt off the cushy chair and get more food. ahhaha.. don't ask me why, yagong and me had discussed this, but we'd come to a conclusion which i obviously hasn't done anything pertaining to that conclusion. okay.. sorry, that's another story. hahaha.. anyway, i was quite quiet and everyone was being just nice. you get the idea.

most of whatever they're saying, i really don't catch it man. no thanks to myself for not listening properly when babe gives me her 'guess-my-mind' quizes. ahhahaa.. now, who says men don't listen and women can't read maps. im one of those who don't listen and you know what, i can read my maps very well. thank you.

hahaha.. bring me [and a map] when you're torpe-ing in the jungle or in a foreign area.. you'll never get lost. im quite good at it. buahahhaa..

sorry, one whole lot of nonsense. nice of you to finish this. *grin*