haven't blog properly in a while ::

its been a long time since i blog. anyway, haha, not that anyone notices, but hey, i have totally no idea who reads my stuff man. not many people tag me? or left me their comments? hm, or even their opinions. hm. this is a ghost town man.

anyway, the purpose of me starting up this blog is

1. record my life since i turn 20. if you'd realise, i'd started the blog on my birthday! hahah. anyway, yah, was thinking, since i seldom take pictures, i shall use another way to remind myself what i thought about, used to do. at least, i can reluve my memories a bit since im quite scatter-brainy, em. key word is 'scatter' by the way. hahhaa..

2. vent my frustrations. but then i realise, haaha.. i can't really do that man. wtf? *roll eyes*

3. update people about my life. hm, hard to say, cos being the lazy me, things do get half done you know.

anyway, have to roll my sleeves and get cracking.

just something to update

went for this workgroup session with elim chew, douglas foo and andrew quek spearheading the discussion. quite interesting. met interesting people. talked abt social enterprenuership, entreprenuership etc. i agree that its more of a can-do spirit rather than just you know, like setting up shop by yourself and bao ga liao. elim chew's this really nice lady. gain a lot of insight. - she said.. money is not everything. but money is the ONLY thing. hm, okay, considering she has a christian background, maybe poeple may thing it sounded really questionable. okay, but me being money minded, i kinda agree with her. :P but hey, now, my problem is finding the christian grounding in it right. ahhahaa.

met ls from paym. hm, i think they should really go into it and use erhem, uberture's idea. if paym implements it.. its going to be super duper huge scale and wow, i doubt they'll ever lack the manpower and they'll get to their objectives eventually ala passing on nowadays youth good values and clean fun. but she was saying paym's quite draconian. hm. well. its time everything changes.

met this guy who knew someone from uberture - the ultra nice one but i think got ethics problem. invited me for a guided coaching session. should drop him an email, but no time this week. wushu's having camp and i love my juniors so much that i wanna go and join them once those tickets from china arrive these few days. anyway, i digress, i really DON'T KNOW what happened to my stamina. okay, maybe its multi factoral - like i really had a full dinner? :P but i didn't lasted the whole round of SP - jogging. damnit. :( i can STILL feel my sambal chicken prancing in my stomach.

met someone who works in mcys - assistant director. he's willing to intro me to someone in sports division. yay!! which is good, cos im really whiney about the singapore's sports scene. i mean, part of it lah. but hey, a lot of policies, i think the athletes themselves, they don't even like know.. so a lot of plans probbaly are not being implemented and maximised.

i think the session didn't turn out to be as good as they hope to be. most of the people just wanted to be there to learn. :P myself included. and i do blank out once in a while. i can't seemed to grasp that kinda perspective they are looking at. did i go there in the wrong mindset or what? Okay, but at least there are different perspectives..

my mom tuaed me again. woah.. she was quite keen on me becoming this housing agent, then now she says no, cos need to attend course and invest 650 on myself. hm. what does she want me to do man? learn how to draw money? there're a lot of red tapes in my family. my mom's the biggest. even my aunt agrees that she's difficult. not just me hor. i love her lah. but sometimes its just too much and trust me, its never the money. gave her 500 bucks for household, she comes and tell me that some air stewardess gave her mom 800?! then i asked her to go and learn english, she promptly refuses? and my cousins are knocking me on my head blaming me for spoiling the market. no fair man.

anyway, stella-ng-lookey-alike cousin went for some SAF display and she saw our BIG UNCLE! with BIG UNCLE AUNT. direct translation. anyway, bad move. cos her ns bf was with her. and over the weekend, the whole family was discussing about her future in the grandparent's living room. i mean, the whole extended family. i have 9 uncles and aunts. add that up including the younger cousins.. were almost all majorly gossiping about she and her ns guy. goodness.. how scandalous.

then her mom went on and on about her status as a student.. what kinda guy she should look out for.. i.e family background *shakes head* for a while, i thought i was listening to some korean drama and wtf? that was yours truly's extended family~!! and that they shouldn't think about marriage first and continue their own seperate paths. irony is that her mom knew the dad since an even younger age and they got married pretty fast.. and this? hm. *blinks blinks* my mom likes the bae yong jun type by the way.

goodness. im at such a loss for words. i could only go .. what? heng i'd already told my grandma in my broken hokkien that should she want a grandkid from me, she'll have to tan gu gu.. no one will come and bother me. *sweatdrop*

but hey, babies ARE cute. im a convert since i fell in love with tara!! =) lalala.. tara tara..

i went to farmart and was quite bowled over. saw this puffer fish which resembles a submarine, zipping around in a plastic bowl. quite interesting. i saw the largest goldfishes ever with my sonny, giving us crash courses on the koi. im amazed. there's even some kinda hierarchy among the fishes. saw this shih tze i really like - so naughty, kept stepping on its companion. met bin bin's friend's love bird, which totally will stick to human beings. so cute!! it'll climb all over you and you can feed it out of your hand. and when you try to put it back into the cage, it'll put its foot at the edge of the door and try to stop you from closing the door.

little-black's schnauzer's really cute too. don't think it was as naughty as some other ill disciplined dogs i'd seen. initially, i thought the dog would try to chase me around the house and bark incessantly. but apparently not, miko is so lovable! except when i tried to carry her, she growled at me. otherwise, she's always begging for attention and maybe biscuits. hahaha.. she's got really cute ears too!! her fur is wow. very nice to pat. hm. so cool.