i'm so sian and agitated. so much so i believe i can do 10km in 45 mins ::

my hp bills arrived today. i can't help but to IMMEDIATELY come online and blog. such effect, or rather should i say inspiration is [argh - insert myriad of vulgarities you like, then i realise, haha, the sentence doesn't makes sense]. the figure was horrid. i think im going to learn how to bar calls and bar certain people who loves to call during lunch time [tell me why?!] or simply just yak her time away even though i told her i was busy or overseas. that was the ultimate. ok, it's only 1 person or add me, make that 2. argh, why do i have to contend with this? singtel is not helping either. im charged 0.72 cents for every 'Ok', 'Hee' smses from singapore while i do my getaway in malaysia while the other party was using internet sms. [i could just 'pai' her. FUCK. she did it again! both ways, calls and smses] even having chatting using smses with one of my talk-cock friends doesn't even amount that. i was plagued by similar problems too on my china trip. getaway is just a ironic word then.

i want to change my plan. but i want to get a new phone you see. but im not intending to get a new phone soon. boohoo.. nothing goes my way.

the best bit was: the itchy hands of my youngest brother went to flip my cleo and happened to see the phone bills and he thought those were my mom's bills [yah lah, im still under age lah! ] and passed them to her!! im so going to get IT because she's not going to work tmr. maybe i should be evil and make him pay. literally. haha.. :P

i want to NOT BE NICE, damnit. i don't want to entertain stupid calls and smses on something which is based on some non-existent business ideas - keep telling me got ideas and never say what is it, where in the freak you're on the mrt and whether we will meet on the mrt for we're so not going to meet cos hullo? you live on the other side of the world and the only thing we share is jurong east mrt station on the end of north south line, and which freaking shop has got laminating machine? how would i know? i don't consolidate materials like that. you're in bras brasah complex for goodness sake![gosh, don't make me start on this! AGAIN!]

yah yah.. i know its not fair to attribute my bills to just a someone. but eversince i knew her, my phone bills went up, scoldings from my mom were more frequent cos she'd just blared her shallow talk at me over lunch time after telling her twice that im having lunch with my mom, having lunch!!!! and wanting to meet me up and discussing ideas which eventually never materialise cos its non existent and trying to tell me how to run my business. She's under my MSN list of suicidal intermoonies. ha! okay, her enthusiasm on me is not appreciated and no no she's not lesbian and i suspect her social life is dysfunctional. woah, never met guys who're so enthusiastic about me. then again, please. no. i'll give up on marriage.

i just hope the whole money/blood sucking bureaucratic singtel will collapsed like the soviet union under their heavy weight 125th anniversary promotions and their stocks will never rise again! eh, hahaa.. a whole load of bs. *roll eyes*

i think im going to change my plans tmr. to the iplan 2 or something. just when i'd a great deal with this supplier and this have to crop up.