DEFINING session ::

haha, had just met up with yagong for a goal defining session. it was quite fun, reaccounting our goals and what we did/accomplished, eating my salmon steak, chicken wings. Galilee has got very good chicken wings! Fresh, hot from the pan/microwave.

realise i don't have the aptitude for subtle messages conveyed via body language or speaking. i have totally no idea why.. but think since young, i don't know anything about it. people have to be very explicit about what they want from me before i know anything. this is bad.. i mean, you get me right? they were angry with me, 'tolerated' me for a while and i still don't get those hints, then they'll flare up. but hey, its not seldom i make people angry. or did i not sense it? :P my goodness.. sometimes i think i'll just shuddup and make my life and everyone elses' life easier.
*good grief*

yagong told me im quite stuck in my own world at times. that is quite true i think. esp when im with large groups. hahaa.. so do not get group dynamics. i feel like some spectator, watching people laugh, crack jokes. is this autism or what? :P

or perhaps people mistook my meaning? being overly nice and friendly hints at me liking them? my goodness..then i'll be liking everyone i know. then i'll be lesbian, homo and bi and everything!

anyway, on the topic of 'like', everyone seemed to be bugging me to get a bf. okay, not really bugging, but asking. right down to the taxi uncle i met while coming back from the married one's place to my mom, wondering how come her younger son got attached first while his 4 years older than him sister is still swinging single.

my juniors asked me.

my aunties asked me. [shit - busy bodies]

my mom's the worst! she went on and on about other people's boyfriends. [shakes head] i think she's dying for a grandkid.

okay.. im deviating... :P