what do you think? ::

woah I think Im getting lazier and lazier..
or blogging is like.. no longer interesting? I hope not.. Didn't want myself to have that 3 minute interest habit. No good. *shakes head*

I need to brush up my writing skills. Or rather type in proper language skills if you get what I mean. Im like so sanguine [persona wise] that my thoughts are all running all over the place and not organized in some chronological order and Im getting increasingly distracted when people talk to me. Focus focus.. Anyway, would like to write fluently like I used to in sec school periods. Im like quite dysfunctional now. :P Oww..

Anyway, I think Im a stoner. Not a clubber. I have no idea why, if I go up to the dance floor and dance, Iill have this strong urge to suddenly stop and look at the people around me dancing madly and be attempted to ask them what are they doing here. How productive they are and stuff. Okay lah, also dunno what's wrong with me but I really have this very strong urge to do it. Maybe because Im not under the influence of alcohol. But anyway, alcohol doesn't really appeal to me too. How many cups will make you tipsy? I drank eh... 1/3? hahaa. But I got quite high on the pepsi though. Its really erm, the energy cola. haha...yeay.. Okay, back to the stoner bit, I think the louder the music is...the more stoned I am. Though once in a while I'll groove a bit, but not enough to make me dance. Think social dancing or more structured dancing will be suitable for me rather than traffic signalling or DYO (Dance your own). Appreciates it more. heh.

So cell brought along 2 of his friends. And woah..they look really good loh, pixie faced + good figures + easy to talk to. Considering one to be our mag's model. heh. UberPublicityGuy also thinks the same. Lucky cell. heh. But really sorry that they'll have to be stuck with our table while we check out Lola. Tried to get the Pepsi manager to get them into Lola as well, but he came slightly too late and one of the girls got her resident DJ friend to bring them into Lola. Oh well. Hope they had a great time, coa Lola was like really much nicer.

Didn't go to church today, was feeling guilty until my CG leader smsed me. Hai.. She really puts effort in contacting me and stuff.. I really appreciates it and sometimes am afraid to let her down. :'( I must not be complacent. God, talk to me okay!!

Packed my notes for my tuition kid today. Okay, he's not a kid. Like 3 years younger than me only? Haha, Sorry guy, I'd really got to give you tonnes of homework. Erm, you need more practice.

Met up with jewel to dinner and study with her. She studies, while I nuahed and entertain myself by doing all the stretches and reading advertisements and posters from the NUS board. Went to Cheese prata shop twice to eat. She was like telling me what she'd learnt and me trying to make socialogy talk and then, we were on her favourite topic - Gender Issues.Got on to how pregnant woman when stressed may produced gay babies. Citing a lack of testerones in pregnant ladies bodies may caused the male babies to be deprived of it and thus resulting in a same gender sexual orientation when grown up. I wonder how true it is..then She told me that there's another study on homosexual guys given testerones hormones injection to see if low levels of testerones in a guy will make him more interested in his gender. But turns out that it will only make them even more horny towards the same gender. Hmm..

Then we had this interesting proposition on How you can only like someone physically. And Love is never emotional or intellectual. For example, if we are just a intellectual being with no physical bodies. Then erm, virtually, you can talk to anyone in the world. So let's say you fall in love with another intellectual being because of his intelligence, thoughts and stuff. But then later on we are randomly assigned a gender. And if both our gender happen to be of the same kind. And let's assume that we are straight, then that means we cannot like each other like we like each other before right? And thus, we will not like each other already simply because we share the similar body attributes. And therefore, can I conclude that loving/liking someone is physical and not emotional/intellectual? Cos we are "wired" [like what noddy say] to be thus? Hmm.. Something to ponder on.

There's an interesting phenomenon on the mrt. Been wanting to blog this for a long time. Hahaa.. People are always facing the side of the mrt where the door will open.