the late me ::

am late for work today. No excuse. :P
What to say? I mean, I can't say something like, my dog ate my alarm clock right? Or I'd just discovered tumours in my ears. Though the latter might sound pretty justifiable. heh.

Checked out friendster today, how come the whole world is on friendster except GWNBV? haiz.. cannot stalk him liaos, oops. I mean, cannot message him.

Had just came back from cell group today. Did some sharing on pending Bintan mission trip. Admittedly, Im not looking forward for it. Call me boh sim, but maybe that's just not my calling. But I hope this trip will allow me to experience what one of the more experienced missionaries had shared. A journey of self discovery through discovering other cultures and people. Experiencing what I probably would not get to experience in Singapore. You know the outback type of toilet. And no, I don't mean the one at Mahalo Beach, Sentosa or the one in our Zoo. But really, those man made toilets with no roofs or those you'll have to dig a hole to do your business. But then again, I figured that the guys in SG will probably protest my statements about not being able to experience them in SG, cos they probably had been through it all in NS. Eh... okay lah, lose it lose it.

Anyway, I would prefer to hang out with kids in their secondary school uniform in neighbourhood shopping centres sharing my life testimonies, impacting their lives with sound values [i hope]. Or do World Vision work ala educating kids in poor countries or helping them build gers for mongolian families. Perhaps, its the place. Like you know, Indonesia is too near to SG - 1.5 hrs boat ride away. Not exotic enough... argh! But I've got this strange feeling that I might came back a different person. Hopefully I won't kenna gong-tao. *choy* Whatever it is, Im feeling rather contridictory. What do I want anyway? And what does God want from me anyway? He made Cell Group Leader to sms me to go, so I went. Even to the extent of asking my mom whether I can go, in hope that she'll say 'no', then I'll have a valid reason not to go. But she said 'yes'. So here I am, signed uped for the trip to Bintan come Nov.

Really grateful and happy that the cell group had a mini celebration for me. I pray that God will honour the missionary's prayer for me! :)

Gave this site to Cell Group Leader today. She's so going to discover my dark side. But Im just being honest. Dunno why, I can't bear to bitch to her. Its just so unedifying. But I do hope, it'll be recognised as some form of outlet to vent my frustrations if you get what I mean?

Goals for this new year [>]
I shall...
1. Save enough money to bring my parents for a holiday!
2. Attend church more often, starting from this sunday.
3. Visit more Christian websites. Incorporate God in my internet lifestyle. heh.
4. Be more punctual. Shall get out of house at least 45 minutes before meeting time.
5. Be cheapo. Utilize coupons and discounts to save.
6. Start a business by end of this year.

Sakura asked me to help him translate 3 paragraphs of biography from chinese to english. I think my chinese really suck big time. :P Needs brushing up.

After blogging a few posts, I realise my english is not that fantastic as well. Urgh! Jiu Ming!

Am a goner now.
Ta!